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A Light in the Addict - EP

by La LEURENTOP

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1.
The Damage is Done 04:10
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The damage is done the fun is over now Take a step back let's reflect on what we figured out The damage is done, damage is done The fun is over now, it's over now Just take a step back and let's reflect on what we figured out, figured out I know what you thought but it was still a silly game to play Like you didn't know the final blow would fill your soul with guilt-ridden shame Guilt-ridden shame, guilt-ridden shame I don't know why you're here and I don't know why you came I know why you came, I know why you came If you're looking for answers again They're always the same They're always the same They're never gonna change The damage is done, damage is done The fun is over now, it's over now Just take a step back and let's reflect on what we figured out, figured out You expect me to change and you expect me to rearrange, rearrange And I don't, and I don't, and I don't, and I don't And I don't care and I can't say what you wanna hear You expect me to change and you expect me to rearrange And I don't, and I don't, and I don't, and I don't And I don't dare and I can't say what you wanna hear He left my side when times got rough (You expect me to change, you expect me to rearrange) He always complained that I never gave enough (The distance growing) Where was I when the fire blazed in his name (And I don't care) I was too busy worried (And I can't say what you wanna hear) He left my side when times got rough He always complained that I never gave enough Where was I when the fire blazed in his name I was too busy worried about the pain In the game of love it's a beautiful thing But sometimes I wish that all of the hurt that it brings Would just subside to make it alright The damage is done the fun is over now Take a step back let's reflect on what we figured out The damage is done, damage is done The fun is over now, it's over now (You expect me to change and you expect me to rearrange) Just take a step back let's reflect on what we figured out, figured out (You expect me to change, you expect me to rearrange) The damage is done, damage is done, the fun is over now (You expect me to change, you expect me to rearrange) Just take a step back let's reflect on what we figured out, figured out
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Danger Zone 03:07
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Looking all around At broken pieces on the ground I want to put them all together But it just might take forever There is only so much that glue can do and I won't burry all the clues Soon enough they'll all point to you It's so true and every time I think My world is draining down the sink I get so scared that I can't blink I plug the drain and then I think What am I to do when my world crumbles Into my hands and then shit hits the fan You dropped the pieces then you ran Danger zone will leave you all alone Wearing your heart on your sleeve Doing your best not to grieve What am I to do when my world crumbles Into my hands and then shit hits the fan You dropped the pieces then you ran D-d-d-danger zone will leave you all alone Wearing your heart on your sleeve Doing your best not to breathe Floating on a cloud, hear my thoughts out loud Steer the right direction, intimate affections Floating on a cloud, hear my thoughts out loud Steer the right direction, intimate affections Round and round I go Feels like I'm floating in slow motion Trying to beat up my emotions Trying to beat up my devotions Hour glass is down to the last grain of sand and I'm looking at my hand I see the past and I don't know if the grand master plan will guide me to freedom Cuz I'm dying in this area it can't get any scarier What am I to do when my world crumbles Into my hands and then shit hits the fan You dropped the pieces then your ran Danger zone will leave you all alone Wearing your heart on your sleeve Doing your best not to grieve What am I to do when my world crumbles Into my hands and then shit hits the fan You dropped the pieces then you ran D-d-d-danger zone will leave you all alone Wearing your heart on your sleeve Doing your best not to breathe Floating on a cloud, hear my thoughts out loud Steer the right direction, intimate affections Floating on a cloud, hear my thoughts out loud Steer the right direction, intimate affections
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Fools Bruise Easily 03:46
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Fools bruise easily The only one to blame is me Even though he was the seed Of the deeds I came to need Of the deeds that I would come to plea Lost in lover's paradise My arm gripped on a bag of ice Only one who came to help myself is me and The only one I had to blame is me and In the end the only one left is me Who are they to say That I won't find my way away From my dark obsessions Hidden deep in my oppressions Who are they to say That I wont' find my way Away from my dark obsessions Hidden deep in my oppressions Feels like a mess I've got nothing left Bruises on my heart They're darker than the ones on my face My lonely soul I'm only trying to place With every step I take I'm only tryin to make it People think I'm trying to fake it Sayin I will never make it Sayin I will never make it But it doesn't make a difference if you like it or not Cuz I'ma tell one thing I'm callin' the shots and It's not you who's tellin' me what to do Not anymore cuz Fools bruise easily The only one to blame is me and In the end, in the end, in the end The only one left is me I tried to tell 'em all just, just Just stay away My broken heart is gonna fall Into a million pieces baby Fools bruise easily The only one to blame is me Fools bruise easily The only one to blame is me Fools bruise easily The only one to blame is me Fools bruise easily The only one to blame is me Even though he was the seed Of the deeds I came to need Of the deeds that I would come to plea Lost in lover's paradise My arm gripped on a bag of ice Only one who came to help myself is me and The only one I had to blame is me and In the end the only one left is me Who are they to say That I won't find my way Away from my dark obsessions Hidden deep in my oppressions Who are they to say That I wont' find my way Away from my dark obsessions Hidden deep in my oppressions
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I Think You've Changed 03:21
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I think you've changed No you're not the same You're not the man That I used to know I think you've changed No you're not the same You're not the same man That I used to know You're running round in circles Trying to find yourself a goal But the more you keep on running The more you keep on digging your hole Many many times you've tried To push it push it all aside But the more you keep on pushing The more you keep on losing your time Don't you know that life can bring Obstacles amongst other things Don't you know you really can't break 'em down I think you've changed You're not the same You're not the man That I used to know I think you've changed No you're not the same You're not the same man That I used to know You're running round in circles Trying to find yourself a goal But the more you keep running You're running, you're digging You're digging, you're digging your hole Many many times you've tried To push it push it all aside But the more you keep on pushing The more you keep on losing your time Don't you know that life can bring Obstacles amongst other things Don't you know you really can't break 'em down You're running round in circles Trying to find yourself a goal To try, to try To push it push it all aside You're running round in circles Trying to find yourself a goal To try, to try To push it push it all aside Don't you know you really can't break 'em down You're running, you're running round Don't you know you really can't break 'em down You're running, you're running round Yeah I think you've changed And you're not the same You're not the man that I used to know I think you've changed And no you're not the same You're not the same man that I used to know
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In Our Heads 03:52
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INTRO Holding on to the words that we said Holding on to the words that we heard in our heads Holding on to the words that we said Holding on to the words that we heard in our heads VERSE What cannot be done What cannot be said is dead I'm done time for a little fun Let you know how I feel Get my thoughts off my chest I'm trying to catch my breath and I can't do the rest If you want to survive gotta let go of the lies Gotta do the things that's gonna bring and take us by surprise But when I look in your eyes I can tell that every word we say is a sacrifice We blame ourselves, we blame each other But we need to stop and help one another Cuz if we keep holding on to the words we don't say You and I are both betrayed CHORUS Holding on, Holding on, Holding on, Holding on, Holding on, Holding on To the words that we said Holding on to the words that we heard in our heads Holding on to the words that we said Holding on to the words that we heard in our heads HOOK What cannot be done and what cannot be said is dead What cannot be done and what cannot be said is dead I'm done time for a little fun It's dead. I'm done time for a little fun VERSE We trip on our lives when we finally realize That talking 'bout our problems is the only way to rule our skies Time flies by before we even notice all the damage and We try to salvage what cannot be folded The hands that we were dealt Our lies under our belts Checking and raising our feelings Dealing with each other's healing Even though in the end all the words we said Were false expressions of the words we heard inside our heads Gotta let go to be free of the memories Free of the rivalry that plagues our camaraderie Can't you see It wasn't meant to be So why are we CHORUS Holding on, Holding on, Holding on, Holding on, Holding on, Holding on To the words that we said Holding on to the words that we heard in our heads Holding on to the words that we said Holding on to the words that we heard in our heads Holding on to the words that we said Holding on to the words that we heard in our heads HOOK What cannot be done and what cannot be said is dead What cannot be done and what cannot be said is dead I'm done time for a little fun I'm done time for a little fun It's dead

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A Light in the Addict EP’ (aka ALITA) is the 1st release in an EP series called ‘Homegrown’ featuring musical creations made in various locations La LEURENTOP has called home. ALITA features a series of mentally intimate songs recorded in a dimly lit maid’s room of a post war building on Rue de Dansaert in Brussels, Belgium during the winter of 2004.

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released February 2, 2020

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La LEURENTOP Brooklyn, New York

Low-fi Baroque Rock meets Art Pop. Electric-soul creation-junkie La LEURENTOP is known for molding hybrid tones and genres. By documenting discoveries of self and sound, La poetically designs music with the intention of creating awareness through energy and art. Via a lyrical lens focused on experience, unfiltered emotions decorate jazzy undernotes, defining an eclectic auditory journey. ... more

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